Bleh. Bleh, blech, blah.

Blah. Bleh bleh blah. There isn't a lot to write about right now. It has been over a week, so I thought I would post something. I am experiencing a high level of blahs and irritability. I have been making myself work on stuff, but my heart hasn't been in it. At work everyone and everything has been annoying the crap out of me. And it has nothing to do with them. They aren't being annoying. I am being bitchy. I am sitting here in the library now trying to figure out something to do that will help me work this crap out of my system. In a way it is good. I am having to practice making mself be creative when I just don't feel like it. Everything I have written is shitty. That is ok...at least I have something. It is easier to fix shitty than to start something from nothing. my hope is that when I get over this crap I will be able to look at it and it will spark something creative that will be much better than what I got. the video is plodding a long as well. I work on it a few minutes, see how crappy it is and give up. I didn't pay a whole lot of attention while shooting. I just shot to get it done. And it is obvious. It will take a bit of finessing, and I am not in a mood for finessing.

I am not coming up with any ideas. I have no idea how to get myself into a better mood. I want to go home and sleep. It is 3pm in the afternoon. That is not a good sign. I think I am going to try heading over to High Street and get some ice cream brownie. Usually sugar doesn't help. But it couldn't hurt. Maybe sitting outside, eating something yummy and writing will make me more inspired.

What helps to kick you out of the irritable blahs?